In what way can i express what i've to say.

So yeah, i'm back to post.
Because this computer is like a magnet which attracts me to it.
How i wish i could repel it for the next few weeks.
And that would be damn great, cause i really need to buck up man.
During morning assembly, Miss Tan announced that we would have half
day on next monday because our schools C'div basketball team had done
well during the basketball season.
So we're going to be release at 10.05am on monday.
Like yay ? LOL.
Lessons are fine, but i'm feeling super tired today.
After school, lunched and went home to put my bag.
Went back to school to meet Madeline & Nora, headed to Ngee Ann Poly
with other classes.
I don't know why the teacher-in-charge only allow 3 classes to go loh.
Okay, nevermind.
Reached there, went around looking at the exhibits.
And and and, i saw yewtee primary had an exhibit there. :D
Trained back with the rest and had dinner at yewtee.
Crap around and went home.
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Sometimes, i really don't know what to do.
And i also don't know what i really want, this or that ?
Even if you ask me this now, i would still tell you, i don't know.
But i don't deny that i've really once think of it.
Perhaps it's just a wishful thinking or whatsoever.
Maybe things had really changed.
Thinking back, life can be very good but also sucky like whatever.
But can we hide from it ? Those facts can't be changed.
Maybe i should just let bygones be bygones.